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Waiting on the Comedown

by Rounak Maiti

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1.
We rush out, we rush out And the ground collapses slowly Oh what patron saint Can always rescue me Find me in a fix I occupy my mind From one eye to another Oscillate the stormy sea Here's a wide-eyed dream Here's a wide-eyed dream
2.
Exit Sign 04:58
Take my body elsewhere where there's no commotion and no bright lights Leave my mind in limbo let it float away They taught me this division in my stoner phase when the sun would never break Didn't pay attention oh my aimless days I am an unopened storage container I'll keep all your secrets barely within reach And always out of sight All that I've found are disparate words left on display The tangible feeling of loss is always screamed not said As oceans fill, and oceans empty on display I'm hiding underneath the shade Complicated half lives, oh a glorious stage that I have built A spotlight hits the surface so I run away Mythologized for days on end while seasons they, just never changed Looking for the nearest exit sign some prayer to say I am an impression, the thousands of miles Waiting to be walked, and they're not going anywhere They're out of sight All that I've found are disparate words left on display The tangible feeling of loss is always screamed not said Bad dreams have sunlight on display I'm hiding underneath the shade
3.
Turn Inside 04:56
Asking all these questions because you're tired of the answers Raining down on you The brightest looking mansion has to crumble someday Have you thought of what you're gonna do Blending in ain't easy and this place is hard as hell And they're all looking at me funny And it's on time Fooled myself once again It's on time, attacks me dead on center it is On time Fooled myself once again It's on time, attacking I better turn inside out I better turn inside out I better turn inside out I better turn inside out Routine life has meaning somewhere on your lunch break You found a part of yourself Double screen, a double life just waiting on the comedown You lived to tell the tale Storm is only brewing, it won't make it to shore At Least that's what they have you believe And it's on time Fooled myself once again It's on time, attacks me dead on center it is On time Fooled myself once again It's on time, attacking I better turn inside out I better turn inside out I better turn inside out I better turn inside out
4.
For a moment it felt like bliss I said that I could hardly believe this A seascape melting, horizon as far as I can see Entered the heartland, in the deepest depth of cold Being frozen was painless, feel like you're in control Stay up with me to know that I'm trying Say it to me, or wait till I'm dying There's a certain shine to your face As you quietly command your grace The whole world is watching GPS talking Consumed by suburban stillness The feeling is frightening, so far out of reach Stay up with me to know that I'm trying Say it to me, or wait till I'm dying The age old march to our destiny Is paved with gold and shiny things Because the whole world is watching
5.
Breathe in deep, breathe out loud Take some time to speak out loud Why would you wait so long to only feel so lost How can you feel so tired, haven't even got started Heaven doesn't wait for you and me I've watched for years before I feared The same old feeling, creeps back up again We're stuck forever it's true, we're on the same wavelength Such a timely win Tell me dear, where you've gone You made up your mind count your flaws We stared down these walls, remember when we felt so tall When we looked out at the world from unmade beds, to endless scheming And heaven will never wait for you and me I've watched for years before I feared The same old feeling, stood the test of time We're stuck forever it's true, we're on the same wavelength Such a timely win Forget, forget Forget the meaning you said
6.
Fool 05:45
Finding boxes that won’t ever find a home An empty vessel of the words you can't condone Now that I'm finally in my place It feels like every little step I'm undone Circuitous journeys, past lives in the ground Buried deep, sleeping sound And if I excavate I'm sure to find some gold It feels like every little step I'm growing old Day by day I wonder if I'll ever care It's easier to just pretend Like the world's had it out for you And you are livid you are cruel They made you out for such a fool They don't know the half of it Yes we're talking but we don't say a word A looming cavern of pleasantries absurd We both know that we want to walk away But somehow every little word just hangs on A healthy turning point is hard to find Handsome heroes they just always speak their mind Why can't I find someone for me? Somehow every fucking word just lacks meaning Or some sign I wonder if I'll ever care It's easier to just pretend Like the world's had it out for you And you are livid you are cruel They made you out for such a fool They don't know the half of it
7.
Keep Time 03:31
Driving, listening to the englishman talk Speaking of virtues of all of the good things in life Waking up early, waiting for the morning to arrive But it never does, at least not on time Travelling, Man, every movement is a trip Incongruous learning, every tired step of the way Carrying the burden, lifting your legs They're heavier than your suitcase Waiting, sterile walls are yet another home Coffee for breakfast, another hour in your zone Drowning in silence, blanketed by the passing footsteps And they never stop, at least not on time Unravelling like a pensive thought by an open shore Spent time in solitude in the company of hundreds more Mismatched smiles, greetings feel like dungeon doors A parable every time around Dreaming, I'm dreaming of a sunkissed place Earmarked postcards invite me to come over soon But what good is leaving, if you haven't settled in a while Just look ahead, just keep time
8.
I first felt snow when I could barely imagine the life ahead of me Hard times came and they just hung around and said hello First felt disdain once they began to plainly lie Began to ask hard questions understand how I got here How to make a life Sunshine is hard to come by when you're in your cold little world Crack open Look up to the sky Heart in hand, closed eyes you feel alive I guess that's life, I guess that's life Forgotten miles of growing up sure don't make a sound Piece by piece you're driving back but you never found A semblance of emotions old, lost friends in the fog Call it what you wanna call it this is your new home So you just retreat, shut the door behind you Heavenly abode, a quiet kingdom Not a foreign sound, a place of your own Another room, another wonder Another room, another wonder
9.
Alien Planet 07:15
When you get around to making calls at the hours that you set It's hard to see how you can commit this time Coastal fever got me down, it consumed me once before But the sealine couldn't feel farther in my mind Can you hear a bout of wisdom in my words? You said I can barely hear you so I just sat and smiled Time has stood still in this station So we share the heat that crosses borderlines The one that melts the sidewalk, I can see it through my window I wish you could see much more than just skyline Though a beautiful world can heal your troubles The ugliness is what kept me alive Yes we're so far apart We're so far apart So far apart Gotten used to being far apart Last year we were idling in the bedroom that was my balcony When I spoke a few words to feel at home It's funny to the ones who never accepted me Being home is strange, I wrote to you downstairs Started to narrate my everyday Felt my words collapsing on themselves Reaching for an alien planet that’ll take me When you're neither there nor here it's all that makes sense We're so far apart They're all getting closer but we're still far apart We're so far apart Forever on my way to a brand new start

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released June 7, 2019

Written, recorded and produced by Rounak Maiti
Mixed by Patrick Baigrie
Mastered by Nick Zampiello at New Alliance East Mastering
Artwork by Sophie Mak Schram
Released by Pagal Haina

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Rounak Maiti Mumbai, India

Singer-songwriter and multi-instrumentalist Rounak Maiti has self-produced SoundCloud demos, sound art and full-length albums since 2012, contemplating issues of identity, family and selfhood in the age of technology. Underscored by his deeply personal lyricism and omnivorous genre palette, Rounak creates timeless sounds and music. ... more

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